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The Nature of Things

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 20, 2008, 1:05 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Tantric
  • Reading: what I'm typing
  • Watching: the folly of humankind
  • Playing: with peoples emotions
  • Eating: mediocrity
  • Drinking: knowledge
Nature cares not for the whims and good deeds of man-it is what it is, a system of survival. Some die so others can live and visa-versa. Energy is taken-changed/released-but always present in some way. Mans' complicated 'systems' which he invents and invests into more often times hurts natures' system than helps it because of the basic nature of these self-serving selfish endeavours. An economy, the commerce and material gain in which these systems cater to only bring man further away from the original meaning of life and survival.

One could even site four major events in man's quest for technology and "modern convenience" which led us to the mess we're in now:(1)(and this IS in order)The most important and evil event of all was the inception of The Central Bank(a.k.a. The Fed Reserve as shown in Zeitgeist)in which their was no other possible outcome than to enslave the mid and lower class(is there even a middle class anymore?)with every dollar made put on loan with a never ending fluctuation in interest, leading to ETERNAL debt!:((2)In the late 1800's Industry made a fierce uprising giving way to incredible technology and the introduction to some very nasty pollution mostly from oil and coal.(3)In the 1950's we took everything we learned through clever inventions and industry to create modern marvels and groundbreaking strides in technology to start custom fitting every household with these "wonderful modern conveniences".(4)With all the wonderful conveniences and technologies that most of us saw as an "increase" in freedoms we paved the way for the future of societies fully distracted by entertainment and mass media bringing us to the issues of today.

Quite possibly the biggest downfall of humankind is enabling others who are only concerned about their own capital gain to fully manipulate and take advantage of us all through the weaknesses known as gullibility and naivety. A Psyche that is always seeking his place in the universe-A desire or hunger that is never satisfied with what it has. Which of course is where the TRUE darkness moves in and caters to lust and greed. The "Belief System" is by far the most evil-enabling fabricated structure ever conceived throughout history. Just breakdown both words individually:Belief; To believe. To accept something as truth even without actual physical evidence-see also faith. Belief by definition does not adhere to ANY actual 100% definable attribute in the natural order of things. In fact NOTHING really BELIEVES in anything except for humans, automatically giving an ego-boost and a "hierarchy of thought" to ALL humans which cater to SEPERATION in an otherwise connected universe. Now for the word "system"; An order of perpetual happening for some purpose or goal as defined by it's origin whether explainable or not.

Hmmm, put them together and you could really do whatever you wanted as long as you had people to back you and it, huh? It causes me great mental anguish to think how people(including my own family)have given themselves over to an idea that CAN NEVER be fully proven merely to "save" something which they cannot even concretely define with complete rationality or prove that it NEEDS saving(from what?-momma says that's the Deeevil).

The truth is, if you come up with ANY kind of belief in which their are holes large enough to fill in whatever others want-you open yourself up to MANY different possible definitions to be manipulated infinitely. If every individual is running around with their own "personal definition" of a "truth" then where is the order? Where is the actual truth? Doesn't that just mean that all existence is-is just an overall individual perception of reality? No, these are just distractions-to make the intangible-physical-to make reality, inevitably fantasy. Meanwhile the puppet masters laugh as they pull your strings to run around the same old hamster wheel for an average of 60-80 years trying to put purpose to an existence that lost it's meaning when you replaced a simple life of love and friendship with the pursuit of "things".

Censorship, Perception and the 3 G's part 2

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 17, 2008, 10:15 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: the air conditioner
  • Reading: what I'm typing
  • Watching: the folly of humankind
  • Playing: with peoples emotions
  • Eating: mediocrity
  • Drinking: knowledge
Since the beginning of time and mostly with religion, people have been using strong senses of moral conduct and what so many consider right and wrong as a way to manipulate their decisions so the few in power can get the majorities approval.

This subject is SOOO deep that I can't even get into it fully without writing part of a book so I'll give you the skinny; If you appeal to peoples desires, like ultimate goodness, a need to be perfect and a will to conquer all those "who stand against those desires", now by "appeal" I mean to have a basic understanding of the human ego, you can fill their heads with all the promises and empty words that you can muster when in fact the only real interest and desire the speaker has in mind-is his own.

One would eventually come to realize that people who are only concerned about unrealistic DESIRES-wants instead of needs-actually WANT to be LIED to. Holiness, purity and ultimate good are man-made constructs which fill a desire while they have NO function in a world ruled by a natural force. The point is, before your head explodes, is that people are drawn to the beauty and romanticism of a pure and fictitious belief which distracts them from reality, which leads others to take advantage of that. WANTS vs NEEDS. Required Death vs Overpopulation. Convenience vs Polluting the Earth and Atmosphere. Religious Fantasy vs Natural Law. Desire vs Necessity.

Censorship is part of this man made desire to achieve ultimate purity in himself and society. To take away anything from another that would normally be in plain sight is a form of control that is accepted by those who feel powerless to the thoughts and desires of others-ironic-isn't it? The term pure or purity in an of itself is left to ones' own individual interpretation, or perception. For instance, most have an idea of what pure water is right? But rarely is something like dirt considered pure-although without the same minerals that are in dirt-water would not be the same water at all.

The world was NEVER defined by those in power(just look throughout history for that truth)It was defined by those smart enough to realize that by definition, the natural order demands that everyone and everything work together in harmony-everything in essence-is connected by physical, material and energetic means, not spiritual-spirituality and it's relevance to the way things work-is a myth-but how quickly that is forgotten when it comes to peoples' DESIRES-but that's another talk-for another time!

Censorship, Perception and the 3 G's

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 10, 2008, 2:29 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Psychopatia-? random Itune accidentally downloaded
  • Reading: what I'm typing
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: zilch
  • Drinking: passionfruit tea
Am I one of the VERY few who sees how ridiculous censorship of any kind is? If being naked or nude is not dirty for every individual to be(ya know yer natural state)and sex is just part of the natural process of existence--THEN WHAT'S ALL THE HYPE???? Besides the point that right and wrong is just an opinion based on perception! Perception is constantly argued and never resolved-one person's art is another person's puke, shit or "Pisschrist". I think people who occasionally push the limits, bend/break the rules have their purpose as much as the people who put the rules/regulations there in the first place. Still other queries arise to the most intuitive minds; "What's dirty, pornographic, unacceptable and in bad taste??" "And who gives the right(s) to the people that say so?" What is considered moral? How old and effective are the "family values" that ?which people use and swear by?-lol-sorry that ones particularly funny-Who is the "MORAL FUCKING MAJORITY" anyways-Do you know them? Did YOU vote for them? Who's the boss of you and WHY do you do what they say? Who put them in control? When people stop asking these questions they automatically give over their power and ability to choose to all the unseen forces that dictate their very lives. It's funny how contradictory the three G's can be(that's Gods-Guns and Government)they profess comfort, security and freedoms like choice-when they do their best to take them away in the meantime-judging by their rules laws and regulations. I mean seriously without that stuff what would they be? That's right-if the right pill is soaking in right now you're seeing the zeros and ones as you travel deeper into the rabbit hole-this life could just be an illusion just like everything we hold dear as Americans. Right now you and I and all the other little American deviants sit on land that was bought and sold for blood and continues to do so and rack up quite an "impressive death toll" for all this "freedom". The only reason we're "given" the freedoms we "still have" is because they do their part in helping distract us! Like, oh I don't know, "the truth" that our government just uses censorship as a form of control-like some big parent=parents themselves see this and identify with it-so it's "okay". The more they find "WRONG" with you the more they'll find ways to take the "offensive" stuff away-taking away your rights to see anything which THEY deem inappropriate. Nazi-ism runs under the same pretext. WAAAAAAY long time ago in a different society all together-if there even was one by todays standards-a man saw a woman wearing barely anything in her usual way and said-"My god!" I love to look at her but I can't have her and it vexes me so that I must figure out a way to get her covered so I don't have to go through this anymore-and the word "censorship" was born.

The Futility of the Quest

Journal Entry: Thu May 29, 2008, 1:37 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: nothing-turning on ITunes
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: zilch
  • Drinking: A "Rumster"(limit one per drunk!!)
It is not the world that is absurd, nor human thought: the absurd arises when the human need to understand meets the unreasonableness of the world, when "my appetite for the absolute and for unity" meets "the impossibility of reducing this world to a rational and reasonable principle."

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...On Second Thought

Journal Entry: Mon May 26, 2008, 11:36 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Collective Soul
  • Reading: what I'm typing
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: zilch
  • Drinking: zero
Hmmm, on second thought my Hentai Foundry submissions may be few and far between-I'm not diggin' their format right now. Submit and then wait...For how long? I new their was more than one reason I didn't really want to submit there-well I put the one that was recently deleted "up"-when it actually does APPEAR you'll get to see it uncensored. Ultimisia suggested another sight that I'm going to check out right now...